
posted : Friday, November 26, 2010
title : no words to explain
today, seriously at loss.
early in the morning only. the stupid feeling come back. again. i really want to cry all out. so that i wont cry over the same thing in the future. i dont know what im expecting. and i really think im just being stupid. how can i stop thinking?? how to when its all that are in my head. nothing but........ if i know its going to be this hard. i wont let myself fall. i seriously wont. i do cherish the memories but sometimes i cant help thinking that if there are no memories at all, that might have been better for me. |