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posted : Monday, October 11, 2010

title : war zone

home sweet home?

sometimes, i don't feel that way.

yesterday morning...

another fight erupted at my house.

why why why?

why can't they stop fighting?

i don't know why.

i wondered is it something that i have done wrongly

is my past life,

that i was born in this family.

i love my family.

i really love them.

everyone of them.

if only they can stop fighting with each other,

i will be happier.

ALOT happier.

i imagine my future

with my whole family

being happily together...

but after this fight,

i can sense after things has change.

this home or rather this family lack of something.

that i think my future won't be the same anymore.

i can still hope for a happy family.

but will my thinking be enough to sustain the whole family?

i really really really hope so... :(

sometimes, i feel that its my fault.

which probably should be my fault also.

hais....

what should i do???????? :((((((((((