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posted : Monday, August 9, 2010
title : emotional*
getting very emotional today.
actually, its for the past few days.

a lot of things is holding me down.
and i felt a lot more suffocated these few days.

firstly is what happen at my current workplace.
a lot of things or stories happen there,
and i'm sure it has impact my life.
deeply.
whatever happen there changes my view. my thinking.
both positively and negatively.
but one thing i can say is i never regret going back.
the colleagues are great.
and i will cherish these memories.
and locked them away in my mind where i will never forget.

secondly is regarding about my future.
like what FE mummy says in her blog,
plan changes and so do us.
i have been thinking alot of my future.
what i should do and what i really want to do.
during sec sch yrs, my objective is straight - accounting.
it is still now. but the feeling changes.
now it feel more like a obligation.
i'm getting lesser and lesser motivation.

job is another problem.
going to find a real accounting job to do.
so i can be really sure of my life.

also need to learn driving.
think the faster i finish learning.
the faster i can get over it.

thirdly is my family.
more quarreling which i cant bear.
sometimes... i just feel like getting away from home.
i was already tired from work.
going home is another war area.

so right now...
i'm mentally and physically so tired.
and i feel like i'm going to breakdown anytime.

i need courage. seriously.
to deal with all these.

my 21st bday coming soon.
i seriously need to do some changes to my life.
8:58 PM