last time when i was young
i often imagine my future life

to work as accountant
support my parent
and always be in love with my husband
have 2 babies of our own

but suddenly
i tot of a qns

why am i working so hard?????

seriously, i dunnoe the ans to it.
i cant see my future

and what i want in the future.

and now
im working so hard, was it for myself?
or im studying hard now
becos its the only choice i have?
becos i wanna abide by my parent and dun wanna disappoint them?
or becos that's all im practically doing so i just continued?

i seriously dunnoe.

cost acc is hard.
and my fucking laptop is giving me
trouble when this is the period
when projects are due
HELL TO IT

fuck all those things.